Meg
Finally,
I got the time to write again from my heart. Yesterday was my 16th
anniversary with the Lord and with those couple of years I can truly say that
many things have changed. The way I think and look things, the way I speak… I feel.
I’m grateful for the second life that I enjoyed most in as much as all the
people in my life; without them --- there’s no Meg right now.
Despite
of all the hardship and testing I went through, I can say that I was able to
take it all. No hesitation, no complain. I allowed everything to happen as I obeyed;
quite simple yet not so easy. I realized that everything was started in a
simple ‘try’. Like…
1. I tried to know deeper God in my life and
decided to be baptized
2.
I tried to choose architecture as my
course in college (even though it was my 3rd choice)
3.
I tried to join in a construction
industry instead of design firm
4. I tried to take my
board exam despite of a limited budget (thanked God my savings account was just enough)
5. I tried
to email my resume to work in Dubai (thanked God for a calling card given by my office mate)
6. I tried
to give my heart to someone
7. I tried
to rise again after three days of being miserable
8. I tried
to meditate by giving myself at least 30 minutes with God in the morning
9. I tried to teach kids and I discovered it was
fun and happy to be with the young
10. I
tried to attend the final interview of going to Malaysia as I was invited by my
office mate for ‘just a try’
11. I
tried to inquire for masters and now I’m into school
12. I
tried to love myself more to love once again
13. I
tried to change by letting go and loving more
These
were some of the few things that I tried yet it was all but a choice. A divine intervention,
from which I accepted, embraced and loved. I never had any regrets because I was
given to exercise ‘the power of freedom’ and ‘the freedom of power’. These are
all made me --- ME, a person with ‘no what if…’ probably because I have known
the essence of trying. I might encounter failure but God made me to realize
that the best part of it was… I’m learning… I’m changing… and I’m growing. =)
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